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 I wrote the first version of this poem on 25 January 1980. Two days later, I added lines 4 and 6 to create this final version. It captures the essence of what I refer to as my "identity crisis" which I was very deeply in at the time. It seems strange for an atheist to refer to himself as "mystic"; I used it in the sense of being "unknown," "mysterious," or "enigmatic." I was all of these things to myself at the time, but then life is for learning. 
Crazed Mystic Child
by Matt Wallace  
Crazed mystic child 
      Seeking peace, finding strife; 
      Seeking love, finding hate; 
      Seeking freedom, finding bondage; 
      Seeking truth, finding lies; 
      Seeking himself, finding no one. 
Thoughts running wild. 
 
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